Am I having an existential crisis?

I don't know if I am or not, but Oh God do I feel like complete and utter shit right now. I don't know why I thought I'd post that but I really, really do. I'm not asking for sympathy or anything. I'm not feeling suicidal or anything drastic, more like my life sucks right now and I'm hoping for something better to come along soon. The way I'm feeling is partly due to seeing Synecdoche, New York with Zac last night. Don't plan on seeing it unless you want the happiness sucked out of your soul. It's a ballsy flick but I wouldn't necessarily recommend viewing it if you like coherent films with uplifting themes. It is essentially a horror film.

So yes, I feel like shit at this moment, after staying up all night listening to songs and evaluating where my life is at. I'm sure things will pick up, I'm just in a lull physically, emotionally, career-wise, life-wise, etcetera etcetera. Don't pity me. I'm in a heightened state or something stupid. Forgive me of my harsh words but I can't hide this. Pray for me please. I know everyone has their own problems, but for some reason I can't shake whatever the hell has a hold of me.